need

i've been away for a while now, well... long time actually
almost a year or so, i missed it here
been a really crappy year for me... but now here i am..
LOST more than i ever was

Need....

"the greatest thing u'll ever knew, is to love and be loved in return..."

that's sure, but what is that special need for that person..
what make him/ her so different or special??
god knows I have my friends, i know they love me so,and god knows how much i love them "let's hope that they just don't know how much i do" :P

i'm fine and the day comes and goes normally, i'm having my good and bad days, at work my career steps are going on or off, all depends.
then that someone shows in the picture..and suddenly everything just revolves around him/ her

i don't know anything about that someone, except the amazing smile and lovely conversations we had..
what makes me in need to be around that someone so much? i had this before, and everytime the same mistake. i go standing in front of the mirror and *slap* "don' do this to ur self", *another slap*" u've been there before and u've learned, it's time to be control it"

i became stronger and more in control.. but i just can't help being in need, for this thing, for that special acceptence, special approval from that person

i could live alone right now, just promise me that i'll be all alone
that no one special will pass my way and just ignore me being there, waiting...
what is it that makes all human so weak about this,what makes that person so ignorant to what happening in front of the eyes of his,
what makes it so hard for me to understand that "it just not that into me"

FUCK THE NEED.......

Bay's formeres

finally!! after 2 years of waiting, Michael Bay is back!!
for those who don't know him, he's the guy who directed Bad Boys I&II, Armageddon, Pearl Harbor, the Island, and the Rock
and he just released his latest movie Tranformers.


Transformers box art by ~mmatere on deviantART

yes i went there yesterday, and yes i watched the midnight show _even i didn't sleep for more than 3 hours in the previous day_ but he's Bay for CRYING OUT LOUD!!!
for some reason all the critics were against him or didn't like him,and also considerd him as one the worst directors in the american history!!! >:0
i just can't understand the critics sometimes, for me he's one of my fav. directors in all times
he has his own style and the action sequence in his movies are just outstanding, he gives the environment and the soundtrack a big share in his movies, not to mention the slow motion which is a trade mark of his.
i don't c that as a bad thing, considering what he's trying to deliver (a good summertime movie)
i don't need to compare him to Clint Eastwood or Alejandro González Iñárritu ( i love both of them :)) or who ever is out there. the guy have his own style and it's up to you to enjoy his movies or not, no need for set up rules on how to write, produce and direct a movie.


Transformers movie cover 1 by ~kieranoats on deviantART

However, back to the Transformers:
well it was a disappointment :(
i didn't expect that from Michael (as if he's my friend :P), to be honest the visual effect were a piece of art, there was some mistakes here and there, but who wouldn't?!!
but acting wise!! i was like "okaaaay, it will get better soon" but it never happened!!
i like Shia Lebeouf (even almost everyone don't) , and Megan Fox have the most beautiful eyes ever, but both of them needs some serious acting lessons
while i was watching i was wondering why Bay didn't focus much on the acting, there was some comedy performance but in allot of the scenes ended up being silly and not in their places.
a critic from Los Angeles Times said about the movie:
"… though he has a way with CGI toys and action set pieces, director Bay does not have a noticeable gift for making human beings come to life."
too shame but this what the truth, somewhere in the end i lost my interests in the movie and i just wanted it to end
the action was at the top, but i had enough with it by then maybe i was so sleepy!! i don't know
but i was looking for something more than that from Michael Bay
of course it's only my opinion, ppl have different points of views and i respect everybody, except the ones who says that Batman & Robin is a good movie :P

I NEED HELP!!!

NOOO!! I'm not crazy or addicted to anything!! OMG ppl get a life :P
seriously, lately i changed my work place to the Knowledge Village in Dubai
but I'm Still leaving in Deira, and since i don't have driving license yet, I had to use a car left
which means that it takes me 4 hours daily to reach home after I finish work!!!
I'm trying to find a suitable room to share it with my friend in Barsha or Jumeira, with a Padget of DHS 5000
yes i did look in the newspaper, actually i ate the whole newspaper but nothing
and i looked in almost every website that offers any kind of sharing accommodation in Dubai
i have about 3 days left to move, and nothing yet
and now I need someone who could know someone, and that other someone knows another who could help me here
looking for some replies plzzzzzzzzzz

broken vow

Performer: "my" Lara Fabian :p

one of my all time favourites
i couldn't find a better clip, and the live version wasn't that good
but hope you enjoy the music, the voice, and the lyrics like i did

Tell me her name

I want to know

The way she looks

And where you go

I need to see her face

I need to understand

Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again

I want to hear

Who broke my faith in all these years

Who lays with you at night

When Im here all alone

Remembering when I was your own

l let you go

l let you fly

Why do I keep on asking why

l let you go

Now that I found

A way to keep somehow

More than a broken vow

Tell me the words I never said

Show me the tears you never shed

Give me the touch

That one you promised to be mine

Or has it vanished for all time

Chorus

I close my eyes

And dream of you and i

And then I realize

There's more to life than only bitterness and lies

I close my eyes

Id give away my soul

To hold you once again

And never let this promise end

Chorus

another sequel

Hey...
God I miss being here
I went through some crazy life style lately; I'll be talking about it later
But for now I’ll talk a little bit about SAW IV (as you can see from the poster above)
Yes, it is another sequel, and people all ready knew about it
But the question here is WHY?!!! Why are they doing it??
The first 2 movies was just FANTASTIC, the third one was mmmmmm not so much!!!
It contained too much drama and too many spoilers even for the first two, and I didn’t like that. What was good about the first 2 was the mysteries and the puzzles, there were allot of thing left with out any explanation and I was fine with that, this how it should be played
To be fair enough I think It was good as a movie of its own, but not as a sequel!!
Any way I don't want to judge SAW IV before I see it, but for some reason I can’t remove Basic Instinct 2(the worst sequel ever) image from my head!!

3D i Media

This post it not about publicity or advertising for anyone or anything
It’s about something got my attention for the whole day few days ago, and it’s very rare to happen ;)

While I was coming to work I found at the reception a magazine called T3 MIDDLE EAST it’s a gadget magazine with all the electronic thingy going on in it
The new thing was a new print with it called (3D i Media) which is a trademark of Mission 3-D Publishing Ltd.
Simply it was a 3D advertising magazine!!! And you can realize the 3rd dimension by using special glasses (Photo 3-D Paper Glasses).
I saw this technology last year in IMAX when I saw Superman Returns and I was fascinated by it (the 3D thing not the movie cuz it sucked!!!)

I’ll share some of the information I read in the magazine about how those ppl get here and about their techniques, hope they are ok with this otherwise I’m in deep @#$! ;p

The marketing concept is focusing on the idea of any magazine subject featured in 3D or any brand advertised in 3D will have a considerably more powerful impact than a 2D version (like in the adds we sea everywhere).
Critics are comparing this to the times when the first colored TV came out!!!
Now after 5 years of research, development and over 2 million $ invested; Mission3-D Publishing Ltd. Announced the introduction of a new, exciting communications medium that is set to increase the effectiveness of advertising in print by as much as 75 times!!!
And that all based on scientifically proven theories, also they have concluded that a photo 3-D ad visual was eight times more memorable than a normal 2 dimensional visual,
This means that photo3-D viewing is active and experiential when compared to its static 2 dimensional counterparts.

One of the questions that been asked about this new technology was "are people willing to put on Photo3-D glasses?" _Since the glasses provide amazing advantages with less coast to enjoy this view _

- well studies has shown the people have little problem wearing photo3-D glasses with 100% of children, young adult, and senior citizens willing to do so. A less than 30% resistance exists among those between 40-50.

I could go on and on about this amazing new technology and how revolutionary it is
at least as I see it!!
And for those who didn’t understand anything of what I was talking about (cuz I didn’t myself ;p) they can just go and check
www.3-dimedia.com

p.s. again almost all the information in here was taken from the magazine it self.

another day at the White House

I found this in a web site called www.funboosh.com
The clip is really funny, hope everyone enjoy it ;p